Premeditated Life

Have you seen my costume – I made it just for you
Sewed it with the thread of insecurity
Even painted my face
And memorized a thousand things to say

Let me demonstrate my easy going smile
My teeth are whiter than a lie
And when I fall from grace
I will tell you it’s only a scrape

I’ve committed premeditated life
And so punished I will try to get by
But I’ll stay in the comfort of my cell
For my entire life x2
I will…


I need your help now but I know it will be hard
I may even turn you away
Maybe I’m not ready yet
Maybe I’ll never learn